When it's not one thing, it's another.
Apparently lying would have been the easiest solution. But I dislike doing so when I can help it. But I really don't know what she's doing anymore...I don't even know what she wants. I'm trying, but she's not. Afraid I'll hurt her again I suppose. But I don't think I even did anything wrong...
There's always another problem to take the place of the one you solve
- Brad Farrow
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- October 13th, 22:54
http://www.raquelissima.com/
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- September 29th, 20:30
I think, that if everything stayed the way it is right now, as of Tuesday September 29th at 8:30pm....it would be better for everyone.
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- September 20th, 13:53
That which starts sweet ends bitter and that which starts bitter ends sweet.
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- June 12th, 1:34
Why am I afraid to try? I'm more afraid of living in Ontario right now than Afghanistan. Possibly problematic. But I am having second thoughts on going. Photography may be slowly starting up for me. This could ruin that forever.
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I stay there will be trouble
If I go it will be double.
I missed army friends. I am such a sponge.
- Was today expensive?
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- May 21st, 17:59
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Was today expensive? Technically no. But what did I learn?
I owe $38 for an eye doctor's appt
I now $52 for a speeding ticket
I owe around $2000 for a new transmission in my car
The colonoscopy doctors called me in less than an hour of hearing my doctor's verdict on his examination I had today...Now instead of waiting on a list, I have an appt on June 15th...which isn't good per say
And now to flip the burgers
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- May 19th, 8:26
I don't know what to say. I feel like everything I have ever done was a waste. A fencemaker can make 100 awesome fences, but he fucks one sheep...and that's what he's called forever. I think it's just human nature. I suppose maybe it's what I deserve. I'm always around when I'm not needed, but never there in a tight spot. But I still feel hurt. So much to say, so many pointless things to say. I don't like feeling dependant on other people's opinions. I hate who I am most days.
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- May 16th, 22:45
Arti and Jessie and Lauren
All pretty
All fun
All different
Not one better than the other
Women look different
They don't look like they did before
I don't have the same feelings
Darn
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- lowercasedigits
- April 14th, 16:45
anxious
Today is one of those days that you don't expect. I went to bed last night expecting to wake up feeling different than I do today. It might be that I just need more time. It's weird though, I don't know if it's because I have so little time left, or because maybe I have come to my limit...Its never taken this long before. I always like to think I don't have limits, or that i have ones superior to those of others. I hate finding out what my limits are. But maybe this is it...I hope not. It is scary to think about. I don't like this feeling.
- Hector the Collector, by Shel Silverstein
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- April 11th, 16:51
Hector the Collector
Collected bits of string,
Collected dolls with broken heads
And rusty bells that would not ring.
Pieces out of picture puzzles,
Bent-up nails and ice-cream sticks,
Twists of wires, worn-out tires,
Paper bags and broken bricks.
Old chipped vases, half shoelaces,
Gatlin' guns that wouldn't shoot,
Leaky boats that wouldn't float
And stopped-up horns that wouldn't toot.
Butter knives that had no handles,
Copper keys that fit no locks,
Rings that were too small for fingers,
Dried-up leaves and patched-up socks.
Worn-out belts that had no buckles,
'Lectric trains that had no tracks,
Airplane models, broken bottles,
Three-legged chairs and cups with cracks.
Hector the Collector
Loved these things with all his soul‹
Loved them more than shining diamonds,
Loved them more than glistenin' gold.
Hector called to all the people,
"Come and share my treasure trunk!"
And all the silly sightless people
Came and looked...and called it junk.
- Hug O' War by Shel Silverstein
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- lowercasedigits
- April 11th, 16:48
I will not play at tug o' war.
I'd rather play at hug o' war,
Where everyone hugs
Instead of tugs,
Where everyone giggles
And rolls on the rug,
Where everyone kisses,
And everyone grins,
And everyone cuddles,
And everyone wins.
