lowercasedigits

just somebody i used to know. why does that scare me more than

Walk Off The Earth...Somebody that I Used to Know..i love this song. this song scares me.

it's amazing how lonely you can be, while surrounded by people you know

self sabotage is the best way to always have an excuse to not be happy. If you fail you can always blame it on something. Maybe I won't be afraid to try one day.

I find it strange. I probably look very unsocial or that I think I'm better than other people by not talking to them. The truth of the matter is that I find myself thinking to myself that there really isn't a reason anyone would want to talk to me. I feel like if I started talking to this person, or answered their question and asked one of myself..it would be more than they expected. They were just tryin to be nice by asking, not really wanting to have a conversation. It's just safer not trying. I think that's how I am when trying to get a girlfriend too. I'm either in it 120% trying or I don't try, because if I do anything in the middle I find myself second guessing everything and yea. I end up giving up

No girl is ever going to compare. I just get frustrated even trying to think of a girl to even just talk to. I am so frustrated. I'm not stupid. But when you tell me stuff I'm just thankful now that you're talking to me that I forget all of the bad things I was thinking about. I know there is something you're not telling me. You're busy because you made yourself busy. And even if you weren't..you're distant. If you don't want to tell me why, please just at least agree. When you tell me that nothing's wrong and you are just busy..I try to believe it but I know in my heart that's not the only thing..and then I start trying to think of what it is..and I over analyze and hurt you more. This isn't fair. I miss you. I'm confused.

what is happening..

This Christmas is going to be bad. It's going to be cold and lonely. I can't remember ever having this feeling going into a Christmas season before..it's my favorite time of year..

Sometimes I think love is just another form of population control...like cancer

Miscommunication: Boo
New Eragon book: Yay

I'm not sure God, what this test is supposed to teach me. I adapted and overcame it and now you have decided to change it. Why? What have I done? I live in constant fear. I hate living like this. Even now I can feel it and even a year ago I don't think it was this bad. What is wrong with me? Please stop this. Please please please!

One person may hug another as an indication of support, comfort, and consolation. A hug can be a demonstration of affection and emotional warmth, sometimes arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone. Sometimes hugs are a romantic exchange.


All I want is a hug :(